SephysAngel

Eh... this is going to be a weird journal so bare with me.

I really want to continue to draw things, for me, and for all of my good friends, but it's so hard to get in the mode and is very time consuming... my dad is not doing too great with his heart failure and I want to dedicate most of my time to him, God, friends, and school.  I feel that my life/emotions are very fragile lately, and if I fail to dedicate my time to one of those things, my balance is off.  It's probably weird for you guys to hear me say that- haha I'm not complaining, I just thought I'd let you all know... I havn't been active as much as I usually am on here lately, and that's why.I'm sure I'll have a little time in-between sometimes, but I really need to get my priorities more in line.  As for today/tonight, I'm doing my best to get the things done (drawings) that I want to get done.

So first off... if you havn't already, please watch my manga account!  I havn't uploaded any pages of the new manga I'm working on yet, but it will be very soon! I promise!     There are lots of cool things in there :3 Lots of bishoujo-ee things... and a few fanservice things (lololol) and there's more to come!

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So...first off... before I forget, I wanted to write some things down that inspired me within Effloresce (new manga)  so that when I'm on an inspiration low, I can come back to this XD;

-  Toushiro Hitsugaya from Bleach: he sort of inspired me to make Kalid... he has dark green eyes, white hair, and ice powers. :3
-  Usui from Kaichou wa Maid-sama:  I kind of want Kalid's personality to be like this... haha... a little bit of Souji from Hakuouki too!

-Onna Ga Medatte Naze Ikenai (by Morning Musume) - WAAHHH!! I just love those outfits... and their hair...they are all so pretty!  When I get married...if I ever get married...I want my dress to be similar to one of those (being mainly white with red accessories) favorite colors <33333  

-Nana Mizuki:  My favorite singer ever!!! She's so calm yet so energetic at the same time... she wears the cutest/frilliest outfits ever!

-Touhou project:  most of you know I'm an extreme fan >///<''' everything in touhou is just...amazing... but as of my manga, Lia was somewhat inspired by Marisa I guess...  I just love mages <3  I've been told that if I was in an RPG I'd be a mage :3  

-Selphie (FF8):  She's one of my favorite RPG characters!!! I love her hair and her color scheme... Lia has similar hair : D

-anything to do with foxes, crows, sunflowers, the sun, and nature-ee things... my favorite type of background = big trees with lots of sunlight

-Please Twins:  it's not my FAVORITE, but I love the colors of everything, and the anime gives a sort of "summer" feel... I really want my manga to be like that at points :3

Had a pretty bad day today, but I don't care about ranting about it... that usually makes me feel worse/angrier.  So instead, I'm going to type/write positive things. :3

I got about 2 1/2 pages of my manga finished, but I'm not going to upload them till I get a good start... that way I'll be like "keep writing so I can upload!"  

I found some really cool artists recently!!!

Here are the artists (including writers) that inspire me
                

There's a lot, but I'm sure I missed some of them o.o;

This is just random...as are all of my other journals!

I'm having troubles finishing any type of drawing lately >.< ;;;;  nnnn!!! I have 3 drawings set up but I can't finish any of them.  I just don't have the time! I've been indulging myself in studying and friends... which is nice, but I need some time for hobbies too, lmao.  

I SOOO wanna start my manga soon, but as I was reading Fushigi Yuugi... I realized that my idea is almost the same. =_=;;;; Even if I tried changing it, it would still be like it... fffgggggg.  I have plenty of other ideas though!  I think the best thing to do for right now is write, then figure out which characters to use/create them.   I'll probably end up using Seiji and Keika, but who knows?  Doesn't mean Ima quit drawing them!


Got my Chinese dress today and wore it to college...was an interesting experience haha.  Got lots of weird looks and some compliments.  IT WAS LIKE EXTREMELY TIGHT X///x well, tighter than things I usually wear, so it was a little awkward

This weekend was a frikin' blast!!  Special thanks to

I had my bff stay over Friday night.  That day we ate IHOP for brunch then went to my dad's house for steak for dinner.  My dad is so silly!  He can be a really angry/pessimistic person, but he has his good side.  He's always trying to feed us, even when we're full.  "Do you want a reeses cup? I have icecream and I can bake y'all a pie if you want me to."  We told him like 7 times we were full but he's just so persistant. XD;; After that we basically went on youtube and stuff, watching sexy samurais, then talked about boys and all that kind of stuff... it's weird, no matter what we do, we're always having fun!  I don't think I've ever laughed so much in my life!

Went to this town that's 45 miles away from where i live (I won't say where cuz I don't want stalkers) and went to my bro 's house... we ate taco bell, played just dance (he is amazing at btw... i suck/have no stamina)  watched a lot of videos, drank a lot of mountain dew, etc etc. XD  It was like 11:30 and he said "his stomach hurt"(really he just wanted me to stay longer) and his mom didn't feel good, so I ended up staying the night.  They were really hospitable and his mom is just SO sweet!  I wish she was my mom!  First experience staying at a dude's house...  Nothing too weird happened, it wasn't like that!  It was just a lot more mellow and fun!  *usually gets along better with guys, with a few exceptions*  Their pug, Penny, is sooo adorable!  She really likes me and is really comfy/warm!

Then I get home... walking me to my door ........  to my mom and this dude kissing... :/ I mean, really?  I told her I was coming home... GROSSSSSSSS